argh,having streamyx really can screamyx !!

last week due raining+lightning+thunderstorm~
half of my home's electronic such as tv,astro decoder etc etc including my com also kena~ =,="
as for now guess it's d power supply n also hopefully is jus tat which got damage otherwise i'll surely cry hard hard as it's 1 of my main thing in my life which i use it everyday+also my 'rice bowl' to find customer every nite after come back from work lo~
still waitning for my fren if he can give me 1 of d power supply since he got so many scrap cpu in his house~ :(

why why tell me why~

why nowadays sum girls is so stupid had a damn useless bf n doesn't even like to work/hard working or etc etc for sum reason but tat girl will even support him n her parent dun even mind about it,while i need to work wit my ass out till sum times n most time will skipped my lunch to save up money for my girl to spend n go out wherever she wants but her parents will neva like n accepted me even thou i tried so much to prove tat i'm not tat kind of ppl like those bastard animal flirting ard,cheating ppl's money+sex~
sum times i do really wish i had a gf like tat but living a life like tat kind of guy is totally a useless,worthless n i rather die than becoming like him~
often tat i dun understand y sum parents look down ppl like me but looking up at ppl like those bastard animal n in d end wat can they get?? always been thinking y nowadays y girls or d girl's parent y so cheapskate/stupid n etc etc
often tat girls tat get cheated y always so stupid but y can't i spot her n get her??

omg,facing a crossroad~

wat a day today wen i got home n recieve a new tat my mom got asthma due to unknown reason n by tat i'll need to give away my pet sugar glider[Aki] which i adopted her ard 6months ago as my companion in my room due to my loneliness of my heart after broke up wit my gf~
but in order for me to keep up my pet n i'll need to start cleaning,mopping n change bed sheets on myself since she do not wants to enter my room anymore~
was thinking at 1st wanted to get another glider to accompany my female n breed them but see-ing my mom like tat guess i'll not get another glider to worsten my mom's sickness~ :(

making love out of nothing at all~

Air Supply - Making love out of nothing at all~

i know jus how to whisper
and i know jus how to cry
i know jus where to find
the answers
and i know jus how to lie

i know jus how to fake it
and i know jus how to scheme
i know jus wen to face da truth
and then i know jus wen to dream

and i know jus where to touch u
and i know jus wat to prove
i know wen to pull u closer
and i know wen to let u loose

and i know da night is fading
and i know da time's gonna fly
and i'm neva gonna tell u
everthing i gotta tell u
but i know i gotta give it a try

and i know da roads to riches
and i know da ways to fame
i know all da rules
and i know how to break 'em
and i always know da name of da game

but i don't know how to leave you
and i'll never let u fall
and i don't know how you do it
making love out of nothing at all

[making love ,out of nothing at all x6]

everytime i c you all da rays of da sun
are streaming through da waves in ur hair
and every star in the sky is
taking aim at ur eyes
like a spotlight

da beating of my heart is a drum n it's lost
and it's looking for a rhythm like u
you can take da darkness from da pit of da night
and turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright

i've gotta follow it
'cause everything i know
well it's nothing till i give it to u

i can make da runner stumble
i can make da final block
and i can make every tackle
at da sound of da whistle
i can make all da stadiums rock

i can make it tonite forever
or i can make it disappear by da dawn
i can make you every promise tat
has ever been made
i can make all ur demons b gone

but i'm never gonna make it without u
do you really wan to see me crawl
and i'm never gonna make it like you do
making love out of nothing at all


[making love, out of nothing at all x14]

y must it b like tis~

y must it b like tis n so unfair to me? ?
y must fate treat me like tis n how many relationship must i passed thru only get my true love?? neva tot of my last 1 would have leave me after 2 1/2yr being together after so many hardship n obstacle especially from her mom~ loving her so much till i'm willing to sacrifice much things for her jus to make her happy but in d end she's not even happy n will not even share out her sad n needing sum1 to talk cuz i was kinda a bit stressed out so instead of talking to me,she talk to da bastard animal who has been pretending all tis while to b mr.goodguy n ended up v finally broke up~
sum times it's really hard for me to let go of everything tat i've work n put all d effort cuz i love her so much tat i even bought her a proposal ring but din't get to proposed to her due tat she left me b4 i couldn't even put it on her finger~
was thinking back a lots of times y does her mom hated me so much in da 1st place being a car mechanic n it's my own business sum more~ she hated me so much wen she gets to know tat me n her daughter was serious in relationship n she objected but yet we continue our relationship n hoping tat she'll accept me 1 day but neva da day came true till my ex-gf also partially gave up hope on me~
i even told her mom tat tis fucking bastard animal was truely a nice n good guy than me n i even blessed them together b4 i knew his entire true face n skin colour n as i predicted tat he'll dumped her for good but jus din't expected was like only few months togther n giving lame excuses tell ppl tat he still missed his ex n taking her as a replacement last time due to tat he couldn't get my ex-gf's heart till 1 day he has found his chance during her weakest time of point n get her heart while still attaching to his gf tat time~ wat a fucking dirty bastrad jerk is he n truely no worthy for me to treat him as a good fren anymore~

wat a Sun~

due to poor internet connection tis few day line keep on breaking like nobody's business. finally get to on9 back after whole day today without connection,so ard afternoon today,i wen for a gathering which i've made few weeks ago,so can say only 1 guy manage to make it even thou half way he got a flat tire but still at least he came,so we wen for a movie title 'confucius' was not bad after all n worth d money cuz ard nearly 3hrs~ so after d movie we wen san fransisco to buy coffee which i normally use to buy n drink it wit my ex-gf then wen sit ouside starbucks chit chat a while then wen back ard nearly 6pm due to my grandma's birthday dinner~
dinner was good at d restaurant in IMBI road but except tis yr cuz every1 seems to b diff then previous other yr cuz tis yr everybody drinking red wine like chinese tea huat huat here n there b4 even 2nd dish is served,unlucky for me tat i sat beside my dad n so he told my mom to tell me cannot drink due to my sis's wedding i over drank till almost drunk liao~

becarefull of ur partners~

jus found out recently 1 my fren got infected STD due to his partner's ex-bf is a bastard/animal who is doin sales n running ard malaysia n having many affairs here n there n caught red-handed by his gf n broke up wit him n couple up wit my fren~ my fren eventually propose n getting marry to tis girl very soon then wen they go for medical check up n found out both of then got infected by STD n my fren realise tat his partner who is goin to b his wife soon were infected earlier on as he did his medical check up n came out negative after his last gf few months later~
since after tat incident they neva get to married n my fren was in such a pain n sad cuz did expect tis will ever happen to him~ so as a fren i'll stay by his side n give him morale support to stand back up jus like last time but his life will neva b the same again n the girl[his gf] disappeared n neva had any news already~
so to all my fren especially girls pls becareful wen choosing a partner especially those who is doin sales cuz i know there's a bastard animal who does tat n caught once red handed by me~




kelly clarkson - already gone~

aaargh~

ish,was so sad today cuz i twisted my left hand n feels so handicap without help of it during working time as it usually pair up both of my hands to work together~
was quite moody whole day today n wish to listen to tat song tat i used to hear it but dunno y i can't remember tat song title but guess i've been listening to kelly clarkson's son quite a nums of time tis few day~ XD

12/3/2010 n 13/3/2010

ard 2weeks din't get to see my girl,finally got a customer's car left over nite wit me so i wen go have a look on my girl n see how's her condition after nearly 3months in hospital n she was transfered to another ward to do up sum operation b4 coming out for sum other touch up~
another 2 more weeks then she will finally get to come out from hospital n running on da road again~ :D
missed her so much~
then suddenly my previous ex-gf suddenly pop up into my mind n remembered how much i used to love her n wen all da way to penang jus to meet her for only few hrs then go back kl to work again~
still remember how she wen off my life for her further studies n came back to malaysia n tat time i was already broken up n moved on wit my life wit a new gf whom i love her so much n dated for 2yrs tat time n she made me to promise her to take good care of my current gf n admited tat she wasn't a good gf to me cuz she abandon me for 2 yrs of waiting for her everyday day by day n month by month till 1 day i met tis pretty girl wit her ji mui n fall in love wit her as i decided to move on wit my life thinking tat she will neva comes back to me again~

lonely sun ~

actually jus found out tat i can sleep till very late today cuz ytd din't know my fren so serious then din't send me back after super heavy supper n overnite there till morning actually was nearly afternoon d but woke up ard 9++ n continue sleep again~ XD then later finish wash up dunno wat to eat n suggested go eat nihon kai restaurant n eat till so full then my fren finally sent me back then i go on9 a while n continue sleep again,1st time feels like a piggy eat n sleep lo~
hahahahaa~

wooooooooooooooooooooooooT~

2day got a news from my youngest sis after she got her SPM result n guess wat??
she got 6's A n amazingly n very curious how the world she can get so many A's while my mom predicted tat she will get at least 2-4 'C' cuz as she always so lazy do her studies,homework,cook n bake a lot n always watch tv go out here n there n also join many activicties in skool n church~
really keng o~
more keng than my younger sis~ XD

omg,wat a bad day~

2day while dismantling my girl's cage i found a baby lizard's dead body below d cage's tray,no wonder tis few days i feels so funny n y so many ants ard da cage n din't expect tat stupid baby lizard died there n bad thing is tat i can't smell n most of my close fren n ppl who knows me well will know wat happen to my nose~ :(
so wen clean up everything n took my shower cuz was sweaty whole day 2day due to ytd i took cold shower n switch on my air-cond n sleep ytd~

wat a bad luck day today~

had been cycling for such a long time n 1st time fell down from my racing bike after like 12-14yrs ago~ was thinking of goin to pasar malam jus now wit my bike mana tau i went over un-even road n accidentally brake to hard n i fell turtle to da ground n got sum damn bruises on my right thigh,ankle,hip,arm n shoulder~
push back my bike to my house cuz jus down da road only n at dame time while i fell jus now my pants also got torn a bit on my thigh there also~
1 of my fav pants but luckily it an old pants,wishing to go pasar malam jus to buy fried chicken nuggets from d fav fried nuggets as din't get to eat nearly a month edi~
sigh another few more new scars for collection on my body~

my new hp on 3/3/10

yeah,finally got my new hp nokia 5130 expressmusic after so long n fed up of waiting for my stupid fren to compansate my lost hp nokia 6300 during an event helping him selling tic last time~
got tis hp on tis day also to remember 1 of my ex-gf's birthday whom i love her so much n then wen makan a while n go back to cuz got 1 customer coming~
was kinda happy cuz d features of d hp is very similiar to my old phone n easy to use+ extra 1 feature which is a music phone~ XD

last day of CNY[chap goh mei]

time really flies so fast n finally it last day of CNY[chap goh mei] edi~
nothing much happen other than in da morning help my fren polish a car tat she accidentally banged cuz of stupid indian woman dun give way for a while since nobody as usual to accompany me eat dim sum in da morning then got home ard 11am then on9 play games as usual then follow a fren a mine to mv then buy sum stuff then take a bus to sunway n go petshack to buy woodent wheel for my lil girl to play since most of my customer edi paid full ammount n left few more wit very very small ammount since after so long i've adopt my lil girl n finally i think i'll keep her till da day wen she let go her last breath n i do not wan to b a bad glider owner so after thinking few times,it's good to get her 1 to exercise like me nowadays everyday cycling here n there + even did few time outdoor service wit it too~ :D
was unlucky for me cuz couldn't get d colour tat i wanted so i took d bus back n luckily for me tat i manage to get back in time jus b4 raining~ then mom didn't cook cuz whole family goin out for seafood dinner n i dun feel like eating it then at same time my fren is free n called me out fo dinner n we went all da way to asia jaya n eat A&W cuz long time neva wen there to eat n drink d float+ice cream~
was kinda small size n i should have wen McD n order any burger or burger king is so much better lo,but wat to do? only A&W's float is nice so regret also nvm cuz not always also got there+my fren driving~ XD
latter wen out meet a pet lover n cod slurp all da to wangsa maju's TARC n on my way back traffic was a bit slow cuz in front here got accident where 1 old man in his early 60s got banged by a car driven by a youngster n i believe da old man is dead cuz i saw blood behind his head n believe his skull was crack n punture~
din't really wanna stay for long n continue back my journey back to feed my lil girl cuz did not have good food for nearly a week edi~
to think back tis two months after my accident at karak,seems a lot of accident happen near me n so far plus today will b my 2nd time to see two ppl dead on my way back~
i hope tat is not a sign for me cuz getting a bit scary n also no matter how carefull i cycle jus hope tat those drivers were fully awake n becarefull of ppl who is riding motorbike or a bicycle especially for those ppl who's licence is 'Kopi O' type~