out of d blues < 3

it's already been edi 1yr after my broke up wit my ex-gf n 8months after my worst accident i ever had which nearly cuz my life~
feeling sad n blues out of nothing even thou i get to meet up my ex-gf for lunch today n spent her 1 of her fav venti green tea latte n sum how did sum thing tat i shouldn't do it but jus can't help it mayb due to my heart have not fully let her go~
mayb i should jus control myself next time not to hug her next time if i ever get to sees her again or talk to her~
sum how like a new song from eminem ft. rihanna -luv da way u lie a lot~
dunno wat to do much other than jus work work everyday n not much time for others than spending time wit my lil girl everyday n hoping 1day i'll or i can find tat sum1 who i will love n cherish her for da rest of my life even thou how hard i'll need to moved on n i know d bad odds if ikeep on stay like tis hoping for another chance which will neva happen in my life time~
time to go sleep~ :(

it's fri the 13~

another great day has begun after watching meteor shower ytd nite n now updating my tis lil blog while drinking a very big cup of bird nest made by my mom~
recently nothing much happening in life other than getting sick again~
hahahahaa~
it's so sad getting sick~ :(

new month of august~

yeah,i'm finally fully recovered for my deadly sick which causes me lost my voice for nearly 1 week which came last week after wen up to genting wit a net fren shinjite[michael] for a drink in mamak n chilled up a bit~
wasted ard rm60+ to cure my bad sickness which 1 of my stupid fren even call me rod steward malaysia as tat day i can't really speak properly like i used to speak n did really sound a bit like him thou~
hahahaa~
have been really active blogging cuz was so lazy n dunno y~
nothing much to do today jus wen out accompany my cute fren at jusco maluri n got sotong my mentos then wen back rest a while n fb-ing then 1 of my customer called me out for a while cuz he need me to help him pump air for his ride which always makes me [=,=] or swt to d max as he seems dunno how to take care of his ride n even my last ex-gf is better than him XD but 1 think good about him is intro me a lot of customers n got a salary from him jus now for changing his car batt on ytd~
hahahahaa~
getting late n eyes can't open d so logging off now~
ciao~