lonely n sad christmas~

it has been such a lonely life after broke up n here i am on myself alone all by myself on a very happy day where ppl hang ard wishing everybody merry christmas n here i am so sad cuz i notice sum thing on my face after removing 20++ stitches on my face n left 1 stitch unremove on my face wen i apply oilment on da wound which d doc gave me wen collect my medical report along which i need to pay extra rm400 for it n early next month need to go back to him to check up n see if i needed d gel for my face which i need to fork up another rm200~ :(

my 2nd major accident after 3yrs~

on 16th wen up genting to collect my room which booked early last month then go back kl on da same time after i've check in cuz i redeem it by points n i get to know tat if i do not check in then i'll get deduct additional points from my genting points. so after i've finish everything ard 2pm then i rush back to kl n drive like how i normally drive downhill,after came down from genting already was in karak highway n din't expect n notice da road was wet cuz i was driving concentrate on da cars in fronts of me n skidded hit a crv then wen inside da drain. not to say tat i'm careless or wat,but weni wen up was bright n hot n wen i come down also no rain but din't know tat karak there did rain a bit happen to b a lil bit slippery.
wen i skidded n hit da crv then goin down in da drain,many of my memories jus flash back n also quikly turn my face to my left wen i saw my windscreen shattered n break off coming towards me.i was really fortunate tat i turn my face otherwise my while face will b having scars but unlucky tat 1 piece of glass wen thru my cheek n come out from my mouth n i bleed a lot from da cheek as da hole was like a 5cent coin on my cheek. then i called for help n get to know tat my panel workshop which i always send my customer's car do not repair Berjaya's insurance claim car due to sum reason so i called my fren to help me n finally she found 1 panel which i can go for it n i called Berjaya's insurance to tow my car,so i've waited for 3hrs n no respon from d tow truck guy then i called again n other guy said tat i did not confirm their service which i did n i was so frustrated n tell them to come n triple confirm tat i wan their service to tow my car. finally d tow-truck guy came after 4 1/2 hrs of waiting for him at da road side n bleeding there till my whole front shirt almost cover by blood then i was surprise tat tis nice guy actually worried about me more than my car which normally they care more about their business than ppl who got in2 accident n came to me n ask me 'hey,u ok tak??' n talk to me w hile b4 he towed my car to gombak n make police report then come back to kl n send mt car to taman sungai besi where d berjaya insurance panel is n my dad was there waiting for me n he was so shock to see my condition as da blood already reach down to my pants. finally after settled everything i was admitted to hospital ard 9.45pm n nagging while in da car n said y am i so stupid n i should have wen to d hospital 1st n jus leave tat damn car away n i told my dad 'it's ok n i can handle it cuz i'm still standing n can talk n walk n settle everything b4 i go to hospital' then wen reach d hospital , many patients,nurse,doc n da receptionist was shock to see me walking in like tat which normally they saw victims like me usually come by ambulance n wheel to d emergency ward while i jus walk in like tat like nothing happen n proceed for x-ray,treatment n surgery on de next day~ was discharge from hospital 2 days later[18/12/09]

wat a busy+tiring day has ended~

on sat 12/12/09 woke up early in da morning wen to work finish up a car which need to change plug valve seal,head gasket,power steering hose+add oil,top up extra ATF,engine oil+oil filter n lastly brought it over to my fren's place to do throttle body cleaning then wen back early to prepare myself for my sis's last day of her single life dinner at my house~
wasn't really enjoying myself there cuz nothing to do there other than walking ard drinking soya bean n chit chat wit sum relatives from father side n most of them was surprise tat my other half has already gone nearly 4months edi n tat makes me so sad to answer them even thou my heart was really sad n broken but yet i keep myself calm n try skiped away from being kept questioning by them n ate my late dinner after everybody arrived,was quite happening as there's a lot of food n i ate sum thing which i've not been eating[as in really eat a lot] for d passed 12yrs due to my allergie towards d seafood especially prawns where i took at least 16-18pcs of it n while eating it,i remembered sum thing which meant to b forgotten. so after my dinner i took my allergie medicine n on9 for a while n wen 2 sleep quite early to prepare for my sis's wedding next morning~

so today 13/12/09 was my sis's big day n since i couldn't get my white tuxedo so i got no choice to wear all black tuxedo for my sis wedding. everybody came n tis time my mom's family came n ask me da same question 'hey handsome,where's ur lovely gf?' n i answered them da same thing like how i answered on d ytd's nite n all my cousins n relative was shock n sad for me cuz she had left me n happily in relationship wit other guy now while in my heart was actually crying edi~ was kinda shocking n surprise to all my relatives cuz she was da only girl they all have seen me being together for such a long time n expected my turn to get marry soon after my sis lo~
after my sis's wedding ceremony,they wen to their new house while i was in da house help out a lil bit to clean up da house a bit then wait for noon to come then wen to d restaurant in jaya 1 for my sis's wedding lunch where both side families all gathered~ was kinda busy in da restaurant cuz directing our family's side table n directing ppl where to seat as we got limited tables due to my dad for his reason to do so~ really had a nice lunch over there n waiting for sis's husband to come as he needs to pass many tables b4 my table n got him a full glass of a mixture Hennessy+chivas as a punnishment from me cuz he broke his promise to give me extra rm00 behind da digit for opening his car door in da morning while i had 1/3 of hennessy+water n drank wit him in 1 shot then later drank few more glasses wit my cousin brothers n my new bro in law's younger bro till i was so nearly drunk but still standing there n moment i reach home n vomitted a lil bit due to extra alcohol which i over took it un-expectedly wen they cheers wit me n straight fall to my bed n slept for few hrs n woke up for my dinner~ guess it's getting very late now n i need to wake up early tmr to finish up sum touch up for da car which i finish ytd~
will post sum pic of me for d whole event in my facebook asap after i get all d pic~
hahahaaaa~

tiring Sun ^,^

wat a tiring day today cuz not customer on call n i decided not to work 2day then wash my glider's cage base after feeding them then got myself ready for d sugar glider's owner gathering at jaya 1 at 11am~
wen reaching was like 11.15am was pretty excited for me cuz it's my 1st time joining back them alone n meeting up sum other new glider members then look ard n see sum pets n walk alone makes me feels so weird cuz i neva really wen places like tis alone but luckily met sum friendly glider's owner n settle down a bit then chit chat a bit then play a bit wit eric's lil chi hua hua name wesley n he so cute n adorable n get snaps sum pic wit him wit my ex-skoolmate which i din't expect to see her there at all but well,we living in da world of internet n links a lot of network where i'll neva expect so much~
later on they have sugar glider introduction talk follow by D.I.Y seasons n too bad i couldn't stay longer cuz my fren n her hubby invited me for movie wit them at mid valley then dinner follow by christmas shopping~ da movie was quite nice n reflects 1 of d guy who was like me who plans everything for his wife but at least he manage to save it while not me but i like da best part which is Trudy undress Shane's pants down at da beach~ XD now waiting for d movie name Avatar , Bodyguards and Assassins & The treasure hunter coming up soon lu~
have not find anything i wan to buy cuz it was a last min shopping n din't bring much of cash as my tuxedo+blazer tat i bought for my ex-gf's ji mui's wedding wasn't completed as i want it to b complete asap but not to sure if i wanna wear it cuz i was thinking of white tuxedo+blaser for my elder sis as she's da 1st girl in Toh's big n eldest in da family is getting marry very very soon n d black 1 for my fren's wedding~
my dad has been spending quite a lot for d preparation cuz he was so happy after so long only finally my sis is settling down wit a new family n as for me life has been interesting as i meeting more old long lost friends from skool n bla bla except jus lost another dear fren as she for her own reason which i'm not to happy about cuz i dun like to lose any1 who i've known them for so long~


tis is 1 of my fav oldies song from Air Supply - Goodbye

wat a day these few days~

on Sun[29/11/09] morning woke like any other day as well clean up myself then feed n play a bit wit my pet glider then go down as usual on9 a while b4 get ready to go work but to my surprise tat my sis's husband[very very soon] came wit his bro n 'sung lai' about 160 boxes then took sum family pic together after so many yrs i did not took much of family pic as she's getting married n moving out soon~
so i stay at home n other relative also come by n chit chat bla bla bla,then later on everybody wen out n i got nothing to n or goin anywhere so i took out my pet's cage n wash it then stay at home thru out da whole day on9 as usual msn,youtube,forums n on9 facebook game lo~
nothing special much on tat day but i do wish find sum1 out or go out by myself to sunway piramid n ice-skating alone by myself there~

then on Mon[1/12/09]woke up early in da morning settle everything then go down to shop to work a while as i got a fren got a puncture on his tire n bring 1 customer which her car got bang about two weeks ago to d panel workshop to proceed to claim 3rd party's insurance if not otherwise have to claim her own insurance lo~
after settle then i sent her back to her work place at TPM where 1 of my ex-company was there b4 during 2001 wen i work for this IT company called MIMOS n i rush back home as my fren edi waited for me 1hr n i was totally very late due to all my timing wen out thanks to my wrong calculation timing n reach genting 1hr late~
anyway i did enjoyed myself there wit my fren n sum new frens n for my 1st time goin genting theme park after so long which i wanted to go in wit my ex-gf last time for 2 1/2 yrs but everytime wen i go up wit her but neva got da chance to go in due to bad weather so ended up walk ard n took sum pics as memories even thou a lil bit of disapponted wit da game called cork screw cuz ard 11yrs back there's a roller coaster name 'triple looper' where it faster n more feel than cork screw which i expected it to b faster wit more feelings~
then later walk ard n play wit few more other games+lunch+posing sum pics n go back kl n resume my working day on da next day like any other working days lu~
i jus wanna say 'thank you' to vincent[my driver],collin chew[both collin n vincent from lowyat] n her two new fren which i get to know them name roy lim n jen chua to make tis trip sucessfull even thou i was late :)


The Pussycat Dolls - Jai Ho (You Are My Destiny)