lonely n sad christmas~

it has been such a lonely life after broke up n here i am on myself alone all by myself on a very happy day where ppl hang ard wishing everybody merry christmas n here i am so sad cuz i notice sum thing on my face after removing 20++ stitches on my face n left 1 stitch unremove on my face wen i apply oilment on da wound which d doc gave me wen collect my medical report along which i need to pay extra rm400 for it n early next month need to go back to him to check up n see if i needed d gel for my face which i need to fork up another rm200~ :(