y issit sad n lonely cuz 2day is my grandpa passed away n time really flies cuz he was gone last yr n within a yr i lost my very special girl in my life as well~
woke up early in da morning 2day feed my pets n take my shower preparing myself n dress up as waiting fo da rest of da family to gather at my house then off we go n start journey to nilai memorial park to visit my dearest grandpa who passed away on 23/11/2008 n reach there ard 30mins time cuz d trafic was smooth n as we all gather my grandma keep weeping n say many nonsence n make my dad a bit fed up n say to her 'our life will come wen God thinks it is time n we shall all go on 1 day wen it comes'
then later wen for our very late breakfast ard Kuchai Lama for dim sum n later after finish they wan to visit my very 1st younger cousin bro who passed away ard 10days after birth due to sum health prob which i did not go n wen home after tat.
can't really bear da feeling being alone in da house so i drove out n wen over my fren's house n watch tv for few hrs b4 i wen home for my dinner wit my family...
how do i wish tat i still have my girl to keep me accompany so tat i won't b alone but due to many issue tat she left me,so i've to b strong n stand up again for myself n try to keep myself busy as usual~
had jus book a room in genting highland next month n will b staying 1 nite from 16 to 17 of Dec 2009 at first world hotel,wish tat my fren will b free to accompany me on tat day cuz i've been wanting to go tod theme park for a very very long time but everytime wen i wen up there wit my girl got no chance cuz it rains so can't go n play,hopefully if nothing happen again i shall wen up there a gain to celebrate new yr eve countdown by myself since i am left alone being single life again after wasted 2 1/2yrs of relationship down to d drain~
now edi 1.46am n another 1hr n 40mins will b exactly 1yr wen my grandpa passed away~ :(
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