7.28pm~

it has been 2weeks since i've start my new life as single again~
but dun feel kinda used 2 it as i've been really attach to her too long n too close till i still feel kinda weird n funny n things seems passed jus like ytd/last week only~
kinda emo-ing 2day wen thunder strike+raining later makes me even feel bad as i'm so used 2 manja a bit during time wen in relationship wit her as now all i got n have done 2day was jus eat,sleep[nap] n sitting on9 playing few games at 1 shot+listening to youtube n did sum chatting a bit wit a fren n forumer n also a long lost contact skoolmate who i used 2 chase her younger sis during high skool time but fail-ed jor~
but did enjoy a bit meeting sum old fren from high skool time thru facebook isn't tat bad anyway as it link to many of my old skool fren n adding them 1 by 1 n chat wit them if i got d chance to lo~
wasn't really feel tat good 2day n i'm suppose 2 go out n b happy+enjoy myself but instead of it i stay back at home n on9 since my back was pain due to wat happen 2 me ytd n i hope by tmr i'll b much better cuz i need 2 wash n clean up my store-room which i'm suppost 2 do it on last Sat but i got no time time 2 do it n store my goodies in it n my dad can start operating renovate my other store-room also part of it guest's waiting room also~
wat makes me so emo+sad+angry due to last time wen i met an accident nearby my house at d T-junction where tis stupid malay woman came out from tat junction without stopping n i got a direct hit from her as i was riding my fav racing bike to work n cross d T-junction for d passed 5yrs to work+help out my dad in workshop n she claim tat she din't see on coming car coming n so she din't wanna stop at d junction where there's double line on it where everyone suppose to stop d car n look for any on coming cars,motorcycles or even bicycles n my guess tat she din't get 2 see me coming n 'paaannngg' there's goes me thrown up from my bike ard 3-4feet high n fall direct to da ground on my backbone causing me a lifetime pain on my back which will neva fully recover even thou i do wish it'll go away 1day n i can live my life jus like any other youngster being active in sport especially basketball+ice-skating n other hardcore sports which i love to do it~
i really regret on tat time for not reporting to d police n also i can actually claim a big ammount from her insurance by sue-ing her but tat time i was still young n knows nothing about d law on da road much so i agreed wit her tat i'll look for her later wen i go down 2 my dad's workshop n tell them wat happen then go hospital wit her which i was stupid enuf not 2 go on da spot cuz tat time i was blur blur n she pretend not to know me or wat happen in tat morning wen i look for her in da afternoon where her office jus right opposite of taman desa's hospital n she change car wit 1 of her fren to make me can't recognise n play me dumb ass~
she was unlucky enuf tat i remember wat car tat she's driving,car num plate n most important thing is da mark from my bicycle where she hit me as later on i sabotaj her car 9 9 till not many ppl will wanna know wat i'm capable of doin on tat time n finally i set fire n burn off her car after i statified torturing her wit flat tires[not repair-able] n also loosen up all 16nuts on her car leaving da car move without even 2-3meters n tires fall off from d car,now tat she edi no longer work in tat company cuz of da trouble n prob tat she brought over to d company which i also burn down her fren's car who help try 2 cover up d evidence of tat day even thou i'm happy on tat time how i torture her but still can't repay wat she had make me into semi-half old man body age 60yrs old++ while tat time i was jus about to turn 21yrs old in 2weeks time~


Nickelback - How you remind me~
MLTR - Breaking my heart~