really dunno wat 2 write n din't go 2 work 2day due 2 my gastric become worst n really no choice 2 see doc cuz i've promise da girl of my life 2 take good care of myself even thou i really hate 2 see doc n eat their bitter medicine cuz i really need 2 stand by my own feet now as i got no ppl 2 fully support me.
at da same time i get 2 talk a bit wit her 2day due of my stupidness act tat cause so many things become more complicated tat i've make her in position n at da same time she finally gave up hope on our beloved daughter minnie[sugar glider] which v all dunno if she still alive or not as it's has been 4 days since she's missing n i really tot of asking 1 of our fren 2 help her retrieve her 2 come back by putting another glider in her cage 2 gave a nature's call even thou da chances if very small but at least i really wish 2 try but since she really gave up n i got no choice 2 gave up also cuz for all da glider's lover knows tat glider can't survive on their own as they're not a wild glider which they can take care of themself even 2 survive longer~
i really missed my daughter[Minnie] n no1 knows how sad am i wen my pet dog passed away wen i was form5 tat time due 2 his old age n he has been my best companion n fren even thou he once betray me by not eating da ham i gave 2 him n my mom force me 2 ate it cuz i wasted her food n tat day i wen skool as usual n i was very uneasy cuz i neva expect tat my dad called a vet 2 come 2 our house n put my best fren 2 sleep forever due to his old age[human age 12yrs old] n burried him outside out of our house n i burst out n cried for 2weeks mourning for him as i could remember wen my dad 1st got him back from a pet shop wen he's ard 2-3months old i was very scare of him n i tried ran away from him n he chase me n make me tripped over n fell down n broke 1 of my tooth n make me angry stand up n took my sandal 2 throw at him to shoo him off from me,but day passed so quikely my my feeling of hate-ing him for make me broke my tooth out last time turn in love companion wen ever i'm sad everytime wen i was noti n get scolded from my parent n my dog was da only 1 there for me even thou v neva understand each out but but he's always there for me wen i need him so much n badly. as so far,my dog n sugar glider will b my pet of my of life n memory being 2gether wen they're still alive wit me~
at da same time,i've finally got last piece of puzzle from my ex-gf n i do really wish wat she told me was true n it clears my mind n head tat she's not a 3rd party as she knews how it feels 2 b 1 n tat's y she waited for tis guy 2 broke up b4 they couple up 2gether,now all wat i can do is 2 wish them all da best in life 2gether n happy 2gether as i TOH CHEE ANN no longer can give her wat she really needs in life n instead i gave her d opposite n i wanna say 'thank u' her has been very supporting gf 2 me during my hardest time in my life being 2gether wit her~
tis is a song for them by Tina Tuner - simply the best
n a song for myself sang by Enya - only time tat can heal my heart,forgive myself,n love da next person who will b wit me n cherish n make her happier in future~
n i'm sorry 2 all da ppl tat i've hurt tis while for 2 1/2yrs n i wan 2 appologise sorry,blame on me
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