my beloved grandpa~

tis morning wen i woke up,suddenly i remembered n recalled tat it's almost a yr since my grandpa passed away ard mid dec but he fell down at my dad's workshop roadside n fracture his right hip's bone causing him can't walk again. thinking n flashing bak my memory,i can't i spend more time wit him n get wat he wanna eat rather than letting him walk 2 d kopitiam beside my dad's shop than jus kept my self busy wit work n gain more money 2 spend wit my dear during weekends. wen he passed away part of my life wen off n part of da life of Toh's family also wen missing cuz usually he n my grandma always follow my dad's go 2 work at workshop everyday without fail-ed~
thing weren't used 2 b wen he was still wit us as he always make my grandma pissed off cuz he always walk here n there n make himself dirty wit car's stuff as he was so used 2 work very hard 2 support his big family as he got all together 4 sons n 5 daughters,n he came from China wit nothing but had his wife[my grandma] to support ups n down till 2day,my dad,his elder bro n youngest bro owns a very successfull tire shop in old klang road 3 1/2miles where by many regular customer come back for their best alignment n balancing service~
now tat he's gone already 10months,everything seems 2 b so diff especially during nite time after dinner where my grandpa likes 2 talk 2 himself or reading his bible for himselff n my grandma always nag or scold grandpa for making so much noise tat she cannot rest properly in da balcony,sum time they always argue about their passed life during wen they were younger time where i wasn't even existed in2 tis world,since da day wen he gone,my grandma has been crying n weeping over grandpa as she was so attach 2 him more than 65yrs n often said 'tim kai lei hui tu ng tai ngo yat chai chau' which means 'y u wen off also dun bring me along' n often i slept downstair beside her door 2 accompany her. even now out of da blues especially on sun morning often wen i woke up n saw her sitting at balcony wit her tears rolling down n sum times she cried cuz she's still missing over grandpa~
now tat my girl has left me,i got more time 2 spend wit my grandma at home while waiting for my parents 2 come back from church then send her 2 church ard 1.40pm~
jus wanna say thank u to da person who really came for my beloved grandpa's funeral which is my childhood fren wei jun n his gf,ah-fei n his gf n special thanks to my girl who was there wit me during my saddest time wen he passed away cuz i'm da only 1 grandson wasn't there for him wen da day he passed away as my mom ask me 2 stay at home since i work till quite late only come back n come next day~

i jus wanna dedicate tis song for my true fren in life which is a song from Dido - Thank You n Here with me