Friday, October 16, 2009

sigh,another sad day n mood swings~

jus out of curiousity 2 find out y my mood suddenly swings tis 2 days n finally drove ard n found out tat my ex-got in2 accident these few days back n i was so sad 2 c da scar on her rear bonet n from da damage i saw her bumper got a big hit :`(
really reminds me of wen my grandpa passed away on tat day i can't concentrade on my work n lost focus on my work n wasted a bottle of engine oil while servicing a kenari. at 1st i tot not enuf sleep or not enuf coffee of da day but only found out tat on tat nite itself ard 2.30 am tat my grandpa passed away n few yrs back during my my mom's side mom passed away n i had these kind of weird feelings n also wen my dearest pet died on da day n these feeling came 2 me n wen i pop n look d d cage n saw them lying there dead~
how 2 make my heart now become a stone tat really totally numb as i had promised them tat i'll neva contact them or sms them or even talk about her as they also wan me out of her life but i couldn't do it cuz sum how i also dunno but i really hope tat i can jus forget her n vanish her from my memory but i jus can't do it~
sigh~
i really need 2 let it be sang by beatles~ :`(

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