within this few months of everything which happens 2 me as most of it already written on d previous post which is part of my sadness of my life which already happen n i begins 2 start a new life/leaf,2day was also a good news for me wen i wen 2 work after see-ing doc for my 2nd degree of gastric due 2 my very improper meals which i took per day was really bad as i normally eat at least 3-5meals per day n sum of my close fren n girl of my life other than my parent know how much i ate per day each day to sustain n maintain my body weight n not 2 let it drop n also once i promise my girl tat i'll take extra meals 2 gain more weight as she always said i'm so skinny n not nice 2 hug where i've drop from nearly 54.3kg drop straight to nearly 50kgs jus in 3weeks after broke up as meals tat i took per day was ard 1/5 of my total meals per day n 1 of my fren who owns a francise arisan which selling fried chick near my house at pasar malam every fri nite so shock 2 c me become so thin till she can see my veins on my arms pop out so visible n ask me wat happen n i told her no appetite 2 eat dute 2 my broke up relationship n i'm now recovering from gastric n fever[got it tis morning] n hopefully i can re-gain back those weights tat i've lost asap cuz i do not wan 2 let other ppl sees me like a drug addict as i edi look very skinny liao.
wat makes me happy 2day is wen i reach my dad's shop,my dad told me 2 clean up my lil stor-room tat they gave me use last time 2 store all my stuff especially those engine oil,used engine oil n etc etc which i've put there for d pass few months n tot they wanna re-furbish da place 2 become customer's waiting room n ask me 2 move everthing out n 1st thing in my mind which i tot my dad is asking me 2 move away then few mins later i ask my dad y they wanna make a room for customer then he also said will make a small room for me 2 store my stuff n equiment n i was so shock n also happy cuz my dad allows me cantinue 2 use his place n usual place where i always do up my customer's car till 1 day i got enuf money 2 open up my own shop,i'm so happy tat finally after 2yrs of my very hardship working by myself n i'm able 2 get a place from my dad wen he gave me a green light as he n both my uncles can c tat most of my customers tat i've did all came back for my cheap[sum time got ppl also complaint expensive] service but most important is my quality of workmanship is good n statisfy my customers but i still will neva rely on him n get customer from him but everyday i'll always continue look for my own customer thru on9 jus like wat i've did for d pass 3yrs ago after many yrs of working for other ppl n gaining expirience n now i can do up many task like performing minor,major service on a car,change absorbers,brake pads,petrol filter,gasket n knock on minor bodyworks on da car+spray except overhaul a car because it needs a proper space 2 do it n i do not wan 2 take da risk 2 lose any small spare part which will cause me 2 lose money later+headache later. i'm very happy so far for my dad n uncles supporting me a small place without charging me any rental but of cuz wen i got no work i'll need 2 help them up since i got a free space. but at da same time i'm also sad cuz i couldn't share tis happy news wit her as i no longer need 2 suffer so much from finiancial prob anymore but all she got from me was sadness which i really felt sum times tat i'm really useless 2 her as i'm not highly educated ppl n tat's y i need 2 work from very bottom n also mayb she came wrong time in2 my life 2 1/2yrs earlier where i was jus starting my own career of my own~
another happy news for me tat i'll getting myself a glider[not sure from who] 2 keep myself accompany during all my free times n loneliness as for now my heart will shut it wit a big rock n will b waiting for da right n mighty 1 2 set my heart free wen it heals from d broken heart which shattered 2 pieces 1 day mayb in ard few months or few yrs time which i also dunno wen will it heals but i'm still picking up pieces of my heart n try 2 mend it back n try 2 forget her wat we have wen thru ups n downs 2gether 2 1/2yrs back ago which is totally impossible as she was 2 attach 2 me in my life~
Backstreet Boys - Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely~
Backstreet Boys - Quit playing games with my heart~
Backstreet Boys - Memories~
Backstreet Boys- Shape Of My Heart~
Backstreet Boys - Drowning (Wet Version)
Backstreet Boys - the one~
Backstreet Boys - Larger Than Life~
Backstreet Boys - as long as u love me
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